things on my mind:
candy's ebook HMB updated version
marmee dear 2009 planner
HHC life planner
LiveOps work at home job
PCOS meetup group
other meetup groups
house hunting
changing addresses
wiggles cyst
my cycle/ttc
scrapbooking business
FRG group
FRG silent auction and night before party

sitting alone at night
missing you
wish you were here
to hold onto

seeing you in my dreams
leaving me
crying out in my sleep
my heart aches

reading your emails
it just isn't the same
you're there having fun
i'm here pouting

squeeze my eyes shut
screaming "take me away!"
i wake up alone again
i hate myself today